An experience that has changed my view towards life. Well, to begin with, I believe that within our lives we experience a lot of things that could either make us better or drag us down. It's like we're some sort of chemestry book with thousands ans thousands of experiences.
We are all born a blank surface, lacking of memories that shapes who we are but as time passed by, the blank was no more blank for ink has drew on it numerous experiences. And then, we are no more innocent faces, no more innocent souls. We live among a society that is dirty and we have to fight to remain clean and pure. But how can a fountain be pure if mankind itself isn't?
As far as I am concerned, I can say that my life is a book of mystery and its key is gaining my trust. I have lived in every possible way some things I have never ever imagined I would live even though I am still 17 years old, even though me being aware that life carries for me a whole lot of experiences. And yet, the ones I have lived are like tattoed in my head and some of them marked me be it with a wound or smile. Yes, I have been wounded, deeply and profondly but time helped me heal myself and learn from that which caused my suffering. It's obvious given that we, mankind, learn by both suffering and bliss, thus our experiences don't have to be all beautiful. Our path in life doesn't have to be heaven like, it definitly has in it goulish dark detours. Well, in one of these detours I've been wounded so deeply that it tooks quiet a long time to recover. But let's not go into the drama details because that's not my thing and this detour isn't the one that has changed my life.
Well, the thing that has turned my life completly to another path is meeting someone. I love myseteries and I consider secrecy a bliss and I embrace it so I'm just gonna keep refering to him/her by" someone". Anyway that someone I had met months ago really changed my life. I wasn't the kind of person who would do good in a public speech. I also wasn't the kind of person who would stand up for every single thought held in mind. But this someone was becoming my idol day after day. It was happening but I wasn't aware that it was.
Concidering that fact that this person came out of the blue without notice, I was kind of loving it. I hadn't believed in such thing as 'idol' but life is so hard that I realized that I need someone to look up to in every single move that I do and every decision that I make.
As said in frensh, "les eaux ont coulé sous le pond" and I don't catch sight of old reserved me, I can barely recognize myself. And this person isn't only my turning point byt also a listening ear for whenevr I feel like talking I know I can go let it all out without fearing being exposed because I am aware that it's like I'm talking to a well.
I am genuinely grateful for having this person in my life and living with this person with me is itself an experience that shall never be forgotten!
We are all born a blank surface, lacking of memories that shapes who we are but as time passed by, the blank was no more blank for ink has drew on it numerous experiences. And then, we are no more innocent faces, no more innocent souls. We live among a society that is dirty and we have to fight to remain clean and pure. But how can a fountain be pure if mankind itself isn't?
As far as I am concerned, I can say that my life is a book of mystery and its key is gaining my trust. I have lived in every possible way some things I have never ever imagined I would live even though I am still 17 years old, even though me being aware that life carries for me a whole lot of experiences. And yet, the ones I have lived are like tattoed in my head and some of them marked me be it with a wound or smile. Yes, I have been wounded, deeply and profondly but time helped me heal myself and learn from that which caused my suffering. It's obvious given that we, mankind, learn by both suffering and bliss, thus our experiences don't have to be all beautiful. Our path in life doesn't have to be heaven like, it definitly has in it goulish dark detours. Well, in one of these detours I've been wounded so deeply that it tooks quiet a long time to recover. But let's not go into the drama details because that's not my thing and this detour isn't the one that has changed my life.
Well, the thing that has turned my life completly to another path is meeting someone. I love myseteries and I consider secrecy a bliss and I embrace it so I'm just gonna keep refering to him/her by" someone". Anyway that someone I had met months ago really changed my life. I wasn't the kind of person who would do good in a public speech. I also wasn't the kind of person who would stand up for every single thought held in mind. But this someone was becoming my idol day after day. It was happening but I wasn't aware that it was.
Concidering that fact that this person came out of the blue without notice, I was kind of loving it. I hadn't believed in such thing as 'idol' but life is so hard that I realized that I need someone to look up to in every single move that I do and every decision that I make.
As said in frensh, "les eaux ont coulé sous le pond" and I don't catch sight of old reserved me, I can barely recognize myself. And this person isn't only my turning point byt also a listening ear for whenevr I feel like talking I know I can go let it all out without fearing being exposed because I am aware that it's like I'm talking to a well.
I am genuinely grateful for having this person in my life and living with this person with me is itself an experience that shall never be forgotten!
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