samedi 30 mars 2013

Being with others...

Not sure about what inspired me to write about this but I did.
Many people believe that working alone is always the best policy, others on the other hand don't agree much .
It is cristal clear that the belives we hold are contingent upon our background which builds our current state.
For example, there are people whom I should call "individualists", who would rather spend their lives in a cozy place, reading books, making projects and mainly thinking deeply about how their lives would end. I assume that they are not really outdoor persons; they are always in recess from others, building tremendous walls of caution as if all the rest are a dreadful virus. If this isolation isn't a sickness, they manage somehow to make their lives into a work of arts and success. However if the isolation take unexpected roots, leading to real "autism", I wouldn't call that "success".

In both cases, I'm not really an individualist. I've always prefered working with a large number of crative persons, with whom I mainly feel comfortable, feel free to be myself. Plus, the results are better when I hear a mixture of feedbacks and ideas from different people.

Sometimes, I can be in lack of self-confidence. I mean I tend to have right methods and solutions for particular situations but always seem to hide them and keep them for myself in fear of humiliation. Thus, the fact of being surrounded by others is a means to showing what's best in me and to making me get over my weaknesses. I'm not saying it's going to be easy but their importunity will leave me no alternative but to surrender and therefore give all that I have.

Moreover, while aiming for success, one shouldn't hesitate, he/she should always take risks in life. Being part of a group of people will definitly encourage me to encounter that which I fear, that which I secretly harbor, to later reap its fruits.

Idealist? Realist? Denier? I don't know what best describes how I am. But I know that I have my own way of dealing with tough situations. I'm sensitive but not too sensitive, I'm romantic, but not too romantic, I'm crazy but not lunatic. I believe in myself and I have the ability to write about things, granted that I have my inspiration or as others call it "muse".
I love challenges, I can TAKE YOUR EAR OFF, still I just  need company.